Hmm...well...don't really know what to write here...most of the stuff which was pent up inside me was said yesterday...I guess it's still the same old stuff...oh, and does anyone watch Operation Love? It's a great jap series...teaches us about seizing the moment and regret...watch it, it's nice...oh well, guess this is all then. bye for now
8:40 AM



Heh...i'm back again. I...I'm tired. So tired. Of everything. But...two things keep me going. One, my story. I...have to finish it. Two, her. I...I realize that I won't be able to be with her. I won't be able to hold her hand...won't be able to go for romantic walks, won't be able to have a private dinner with her...won't be able to...just be with her. But...as long as I can see her smile. Hear her laughter. See her being happy. That's...that's enough for me. But at the same time, it's causing me pain. I see the two of them together...So happy...I...can't hope for them to split. Not when they're so happy together. I have to wish them happiness. They deserve it. But...it's...painful..
6:13 AM



Well...nowadays, I'm still a bit confused. I've been thinking...what is love? Does love mean bringing happiness to the one i love, even though i won't be with her? Now, I don't really mind I can be with her or not. I just want to see her happy. To see her smile. But these feelings are....off and on. So what does this mean? I'm confused...
7:36 AM



HAHAHAHAHHA!!!! Jack's back!!! Kyahahahaah!!! Hmhmhmhm...now, I am no longer Jack2flash...I am...CHAOS JACK!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! Life these days have certainly taken a turn...Even I myself am surprised by this interesting turn of events...But I am not sure about these...changes. Are they real? Are they good? I have absolutely no idea. Anyway, this is all for now.
9:32 AM