Update : crap crap crap. things are crappy right now. the mandarin club committee cannot find anyone else to take the rice (we order rice from outside) and ask me, who dutied last sem for 2 days a week, every week, to take it again this sem.

things feel like they're breathing down my neck. I can't even enjoy weekends without the thoughts of activities breathing down my neck.

since when did activities turn from 'hey i'm interested in this. I'll join!' to 'i'm doing this to stay in my college'?

it feels...forced, i guess.

Been moody these days. I feel like picking a fight at times. my sparring partner is the wall. of course, i lose.

losing confidence in ppl...fakers galore round here~ with a few exceptions, of course...the only good thing that happened nowadays ^_^

so, this is jack, signing out...gotta call some dude for activity purposes...sigh
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