Heh...i'm back again. I...I'm tired. So tired. Of everything. But...two things keep me going. One, my story. I...have to finish it. Two, her. I...I realize that I won't be able to be with her. I won't be able to hold her hand...won't be able to go for romantic walks, won't be able to have a private dinner with her...won't be able to...just be with her. But...as long as I can see her smile. Hear her laughter. See her being happy. That's...that's enough for me. But at the same time, it's causing me pain. I see the two of them together...So happy...I...can't hope for them to split. Not when they're so happy together. I have to wish them happiness. They deserve it. But...it's...painful..
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