It was...an awakening. I have awoken from a long dream. A dream that started last year, and dragged for so long...for those of you who have absolutely NO IDEA what the heck i'm talking about, it's about...HER. Yes, HER. The same person i've mentioned so freaking many times. Hahahaha.
Anyway, last Sunday, i had an awakening. I was reading Rave, Vol 32 (it's a good manga...check it out) and i reached this page where a guy called Musica was forging a sword for his good friend, the hero. He forged it, but it cracked and broke into many pieces. He repeated the process, but the same thing happened. Another friend of his asked him to stop, since his hands were severely injured in the process, but Musica didn't want to. He said these words : "Sekarang bukannya masa saya menyerah diri. Saya enggan menyerah diri!" (Now is not the time for me to give up. I refuse to give up!)
Those words proved magical to me. I took parts of it and applied it to my life. Now is not the time for me to think about love. Now is not the time for me to look for a partner. Hopefully, these things will come eventually. Now is not the time for me to give up on my studies. Now IS the time for me to focus and concentrate on my ailing studies.
Oh yeah, sorry for the late post. Been too lazy to blog. I'll try my best to be active again! see ya guys!
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