Ah, miss Kayne! Glad you could join me! I wanted to write this in the chatbox, but figured it would be a tad too long. And long-winded. So, i decided to write it here. Along with my gripes. kaka.

SO! Miss Kayne! You're wrong on a few points there. Firstly, there is no timetable as to when i update. I just update when i feel like it.

Secondly, and more importantly, about my...wishlist on the side of my blog, yes? You say that belonged. I? BELONGED? Please, do not make me laugh. It is not funny, miss kayne. I never did belong back in form 6. I was a stranger, even to the people in my own class. Try thinking back to then. Did I belong in any particular group? Was I seen hanging around any particular group? Maybe, in certain times during prefecting, yes (especially during prefect recess). But after that? Or during normal class? No. No,no,no. I did not belong anywhere, did I? No group would particularly accept me. Even when i DID manage to join a group, I would just sit there, unable to join in the conversation. Mainly because of one of two reasons :

1. I didn't understand the language. This only applies when ppl are talking in mandarin.

2. The more common reason. I had no idea what they were talking about. They would either be talking about this person, or when they went to this place, or about this event, all of which i had no idea of.

Think about me. A guy like me. Only good in talking bout manga and games. How do you suppose i will fit into any of the groups in school? all of which had no...use for me. As the chinese saying goes : "Tor lei yat kor mm tor, siu lei yat kor mm siu" (literal translation : "even if you're here, it won't be too many people, if you're not here, it won't be too little people". Meaning, your presence is...expendable, to say the least.) Even if I did, it would seem forceful, or i that i would nvr be accepted completely. So there, miss Kayne. So there.

I must applaud you though. I must say, you DID try to make me feel accepted, along with your group, that is miss Lim and miss Yee. Please, convey my thanks to them as well. How things look like right now, i probably won't be able to see or contact them anytime soon, save the handphone, so i'm counting on you to relay my message.

Now, I'm pretty tired. And it's getting late. Later.
10:16 AM