Saturday, October 31, 2009
Haha..it's almost 4 and here i am blogging...while listening to...um...wait, the title's pretty long...ah, here it is : Crazy Woman (Kim Yeon Ji (SeeYa), Lee Hae Ri (Davichi), Lee Jung Min). Never thought Korean songs would be so nice...and so fitting for this..occassion.
Oh, and my mind has been churning stuff out. Here's an experimental one :
Maybe
Maybe, things wouldn't have turned out this way,
If only I had done it...
Maybe, I was blinded, and couldn't see how important you were to me,
If only I had better vision then...
Maybe, I was a fool, I didn't realize how things really were for me,
If only I was smarter and realized sooner...
Maybe, I could have obtained it,
If only I acted faster...
Maybe, things would have been different,
If only things were different,
But now all that's gone and all that's left is lingering thoughts,
As all these things will always remain a maybe...
If only...
12:40 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
As I sit in front of my computer (laptop really, but why bother about the details eh?), with exams looming in front of me, I still had time to let my mind wander. And wander it did.
It wandered back to that day. Yes, that day that changed it all. It brought about a new beginning. A new resolve. On that day, I made up my mind. I was determined. I had a...vision of the future that I wanted to make real.
But...
What's happening now? What's going on? My resolve is shaking, my determination is faulty, my vision is blurred. It used to feel different. Special. But now...Now what is happening?
Something is happening. Something is...off. Or is this the correct thing? Is it supposed to be this way? Only questions are present. Wonder when will the answers choose to visit my mind, eh?
7:00 AM
